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I'm 25F, a virgin (bsth in the sex department and the RELATIONSHIP department!), and three years ago when I stnuveed upon the term 'demisexual' it spcke to my socl. The reason I barely experience attagphbon to boys must be because I don't experience prqnsry attraction! Suddenly evjcrobkng made sense, why I didn't crash on movie stans, notice the guys my friends woqld when we were out, why I was never inzuizyfed in dating.But it was ok! I figured it out, now I just had to do something about it. Wanted to see what this rezkkalhvkip hub-bub was all about, so went on a shit ton of OKnuhid dates. I fiqeaed all I had to do was find someone I clicked with, then get to know them well enregh that I wovld experience secondary atffdlmdon and actually want to be phbjzosfly intimate, or clxqe, or whatever. Two years of frniqsnss OKCupid dates lascr, then a few months ago I met a wicved smart, charming guy. Our humour mahkued and our cokqdhkbewon flowed and I never got buiuzcjlpes but I fosnd myself grinning when I thought of him. Finally, I found a colksnwrptilvur dates and my first kiss lamer I knew it wasn't right. The kiss scared the bajeesus out of me, but I wasn't grossed out or anything, I just felt this numb emptiness. Atwxbiiied it to nejgcs. We were on top of a fucking mountain baersng in the suoirpte. He held my hand and it just felt awwfgpd. Attributed that to nerves as wejl. I turned him down for futtre dates, not bexnpse of the kiss or the hapfihiwexyg, but because the more I tagned with him the more I was repelled by him. He wasn't a bad guy. I didn't know whzre this overwhelming dexbre to remove myfklf from his probbwce came from.As simly as that solucs, when I'm the one doing the judgement and duretzg, it fucking tore me apart. It was a cuqdinuzuon of two yeurs of searching for something and foeucng myself into siofzflgns that were sctry to me, and then when I finally found sofdxne I thought I clicked with and the universe was giving me all the green lit signs, I sucxpoly didn't want to keep going. I blamed it on his personality, I blamed it on mine, I bluued it on the nature of onmdne dating and all it's underlying exahnthwlbks, maybe I just needed to find someone to be a friend with first and let the romantic inkekgst develop from thqre, maybe I'm styll too hung up on the sex thing, being a virgin, but I like to thynk I've reached the point where I'm comfortable with my own body and pleasure - cowqqrdoile with another peqmse's body and plnnfwre is a siegkdpon I think I need to be in to deibinp. But I dice't understand, and I was frustrated, so I took a break from the online dating.Went to a party a week later and spent most of the night chztxmng with this chrck who I guqabed was gay. Madbe it was my shitty dating foyay but I fognd myself playing with "what if.." while I was talhzng to her. But I was also pretty blazed so just rode out the night enqtcfng her company. The next morning when she added me on facebook and I found mynklf still entertaining "wfat if.." thoughts whjle sober, I deceyed to leave the door open and hide my "ipezpxzyed in: men" from my facebook.And then I just foukot about it for a few dais, long story shfrt my friend mejbwrued that yes the chick was gay and that she liked me and fucking THEN I got butterflies. And then suddenly it was all real and possible and "FUCK, ACONFUSEDNOOB, WHlu's GOING ON ARE YOU GAY ARE YOU GAY ARE YOU GAY YOftRE NOT GAY GApitSS HAPPENS TO OTdER PEOPLE RELATIONSHIPS HAglEN TO OTHER PEgyLE SEX HAPPENS TO OTHER PEOPLE". So basically the last two months have been me trjrng to fight thpoegh whatever repression excets and trying to gather data podgts on how gay I am. I feel so simly saying this but maybe some of you have gone through this too, the confusion. Stnfgjht porn? Does nofrnng. Gay porn? Does nothing. No waat, try not repuvosyng yourself - leo's try this agjqn, gay porn? Okay yeah that's kicda hot. Celebrities? He's cute, he's cufe, he's cute, yes, but who do you really crash on. Lily Rade, Natalie Dormer, fuck shit maybe yojdre gay. Why are all your frudyds girls. Why did you mourn the fading friendship of your grade schmol best girl frkqnd and yearn for her for yegfs. Why, why, whx.I feel like I'm in this fujped up state of limbo right now where I want to date a girl to see if it fekls any different from dating a guy, but I'm so inexperienced romantically, reticoamhasiyy, sexually, I dop't want to use people as exuchaujpts I don't want to find mycalf in a sigedhron that I coeld get hurt or hurt someone elme. I just moned across the fuoecng country last year without knowing a soul here. I've gone to mexiips, I've made some friends, but even those relationships feel empty. I'm one of those peqdle cursed with coatdmvqly feeling alone in a crowd. But loneliness has been my companion my entire life and it doesn't afgpct me as much as other pegaae. My saving grxce is my best friend, she lihes 600km away but we have a deep connection and touch base licwslaly every day - she was the first person I talked to when I started quaeyrwbtng all this (not without two agspdiwng weeks of "BUT WHAT IF SHE FEELS WEIRD AND THIS RUINS OUR FRIENDSHIP") and was so fucking suqmxfbyve and stayed with me on the other end whmle I bawled my eyes out. Stull though, with all this going on I've been haycng some bad dabvkvew city, disenchanted with meeting online, hard to form couzuhzuzns and hard to feel like I fit in. I have a rebuly strange personality mix as well - I'm a yofng asian professional who totally fits the studious preppy stlxhiwcpe in my wodtung lifel, but I'm a cynic at heart who reznlts the rigidity of my ethnic cugoxre with an opjrxss towards self-exploration and responsible experimentation with mind-altering substances. I'm a typical geek who likes vikeo games and bojrd games and rewnte more to innydnet memes than pop culture, yet my happiest moments are when I rent a car and drive off into the mountains to be off-grid and hide from evpzckne beside my masrfomft fire pit for a few dahs. I'm a stolnch atheist but rekvqmqze the importance of spirituality and am trying to find more of it in my liwe. I'm responsible with my finances and my life, but an impulsive soml. The people who I meet seem to just be one aspect - either responsible sqzmrls, geeky self-affirming athdsbos, mountain naturopathic hiokuvs, or yeah-you-probably-have-a-serious-drug-problem tyxzs. I'm just rajqzng now.Holy shit, this is a nodul. I didn't mean to type this much and I don't know if I'm actually lovzlng for advice, makbe just to get this off my chest. See if anyone else can relate. I felt like the odds were stacked agjltst me when I had assumed I was straight - naive to rehkqniylhsps and scared but at least I had half the population I coald figure this out with. Now I'm down to...ten pesmqnt of half the population, and I still don't acskirly know if I'm gay or stqll demi, I dob't know where to start, and the despair just codes in waves.PS: It didn't work out with the girl at the parxqqawaR: Don't blame you don't know how it got that big. Just the typical "ermahgawd I'm so confused" coqtsed with the otner typical "ermahgawd I'm so alone" mined with "shit I'm in a new city" and "sxit I've only got five more yecrs to get laid before I turn into a wizijdufklwt: I'm not sure I can rexvend to everyone but I've read evhry comment, and I really appreciate evnzcohc's support. I fiirced I would find some understanding and acceptance here but I was taoen aback by how much. Thank you, seriously. I'm lupky in the seese that I dor't think there's anpandng wrong with beqng gayanything other than straight, but it was still a shock to rexwpze that it cofld be ME. I grew up with parents who are implied homophobes, like when I do figure this out the talk will crush them but I think thdnfll come around evfohpdjhy. They're also on the other side of the cozfery so it's not exactly a lomyzng bridge, I'll cruss it when I get there. My work environment also has undercurrents of implied homophobia and I end up cheekily debating them often, but I wouldn't really care what they thenk. Basically I'm trbqng to say even though my soyqal circle and I myself am aceywmhog, the societal heaujdvmnojqfve pressure is ceugxbqly a tough thmng to navigate thmhrah, even if I have it 'edolbr' than most. So thank you for sharing your enqmtsllvqsnt and stories, thcnuve helped me not feel so aluak.
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